It's been a while Since I could... Hold my head up high It's been a while Since I first saw you It's been a while Since I could stand On my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you
And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem Consequences that I've rendered Have stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while Since I could say That I wasn't addicted It's been a while Since I could say I loved myself as well and... It's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up Just like I always do It's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem Consequences that I've rendered Gone and fucked things up again... again
Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day But then I go an fuck things up again
It's been a while Since I could... Look at myself straight It's been a while Since I said I'm sorry It's been a while Since I've seen the way The candles light your face It's been a while But I can still Remember just the way you taste
Everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem To me... I know this pain Can I blame this on my father? He did the best he could for me
It's been a while Since I could... Hold my head up high It's been a while Since I said I'm sorry