Make me, make me sweat Til I'm wet, til I'm dry But then wipe this tear from my eye Haven't felt this warm in a long time Even out in the bright sunshine In lifetime of springtimes
I fall into your arms With my heart pumpin' on Like a bubblin' dub track Like a garlicy hot tonque and lip smack
I did some contemplation Before we got down to this consecration Maybe baby something in you kiss said It was an impetous For me to rethink this
If I love you Then I better get tested Make sure we're protected
I walk through the park Dressed like a question mark Hark! I hear my memory bark In the back of my brain, Makn' me insane... ...like cocaine (chorus) But how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive? Is it gonna be a negative? How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive? Is it gonna be a negative? But how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
It dawned on me, it seemed to me This is unusual scenery This red light greenery Make me feel kinda dreamery Thinkin' how I used to be
Arrive at the clinic Walk through the front door Take a nervous number Then I think about it more About all the time That I neglected Makin sure that I was protected
They took my blood With an anonymous number Two weeks waitin' wonderin'
I shoulda done this a long time ago Alot of excuses why I couldn't go I know these things and these things I must know 'cause it's better to know than to not know!
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I go home to kick it In my apartment I try to give myself A risk assessment The wait is what can really annoy ya Everyday is more paranoya
I'm readin' about how it's transmitted Some behavior I must admit it Who I slept with, who they slept with, Who they, who they, who they slept with
I think about life and immortality What's the first thing I do if I'm h.i.v Have a cry and tell my mother Get on the phone and call my past lovers I never thought about infectin' anotha All the times that I said hmmm? don't bother.
Was it really all that magic? The times I didn't use a prophalactic
Would my whole life have to change? Or would my whole life remain the same? Sometimes it makes me wanna shout! All these things too hard to think about A day to laugh, a day to cry A day to live and a day to die 'til I find out, I may wonder But I'm not gonna live my life six feet under
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