Tonight I'll stay awake long enough to stop breathing And I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies And lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above- I will carry all the weights tonight 'cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy If you spent one more minute with me and I just don't know- Is one more minute going to kill you now? Stop before I say too much- So now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might not come If I don't let it so don't forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads Staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts And I don't know but I'm trying to let you go But I can't cut so well these strings I have around my neck And I'm trying to let you know that I'm doing this by myself- So don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without words And it was just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.